Yesterday's Mathematics

I would have posted this yesterday... And I menat to. The problem was I didn't have it written yesterday. Oh it was floating all throughout my mental mind yesterday. It didn't float out on my fingers until this morning. Y'all will forgive me of my transgressions, right?

Yesterday's Supreme Mathematics was Wisdom Power all being born to God. Wisdom is the Black woman, Power is the ability to do something and God is the Supreme being who is Allah. I draw up this combination of coordinates to mean... I can do all things through God, which strengthens me.

I am a woman. I can show and prove that, but I won't. (You are going to take that on face value!) I have my own Power. Me writing this is a demonstration of a degree of Power. And I have God in my life. I find that even though I have my own personal Power, and I am capable of wielding said Power. The Power is more focused with a man's influence. It's not unlike how men will go into a mall, full of wonderous and beautiful stores, clutching a circular for socks from Penny's and exit the mall with only socks and not having visited any other store. Shocking I know. Let me explain my Understanding before you think me a doormat....

I grew up as the youngest person in a home that consisted of my mother, brother and two uncles. The uncles came and went. My father was ALWAYS around even though he and my moms ain't feel each other like that. He had keys tot he house and ate dinner with us at least 4 times a week. He chaperoned every class trip for me, he was the one who was going to pick me up from school if I got into a fight or got sick. His office was less than 5 minutes from our home. It was not unusual to come home and find him asleep on the sofa. He was the Black man for me and my brother. He told me once I got grown, that one of his paramours that he was ardently devoted to moved to Detroit and insisted that he follw her. He said he would have, but the fact that he had children in NJ made him stay put. Daddy....

One thing about my father that is different from my mother and most women that I have ever interacted with, and something that I find peculiar to men in general is he was focused. And that focus focused me. I accomplished many of my life's goal by the age of 25. Really. Some pretty big ones. Now I'm not saying that I couldn't have done that on my own, but I wouldn't have been as focused without the men in my life. Daddy accepted no slack or bullshit in his presence. He was playful, but didn't play. When you go around him, you better look good, smell good, and speak well; otherwise you were going to clowned and sent home. If you tried to run game on him or BS him, he would squash it. Quickly. I learned to give him only the facts about a given situation. And wait for him to ask about my feelings. He would...eventually. If he was cool with it, then he would nod his head and say nothing. If your idea was flawed or could be improved, he told you. You always knew where you stood with him. He did that for me until he died. Always the straight shooter.

My brother was serious, but differently than my father. He focused me by making me tough. He would fight me. But he wouldn't let others fight me. And my brother is BIG. That ain't no easy win. No being cute to get out of that. maybe crying would help, but only temporarily. If he knew I was faking, the ass whipping got uglier. He taught me to fight and not show fear.

My uncles focused me in the art of being indulged by men. Oh.... they were easy. Very easy. Now don't get it twisted they didn't molest me. They taught me how to appropriately receive gifts from men. They showed me how I should be treated by men and how to spot bullshit and not to fall victim to it. Players that they were....

My 1st husband was younger and less experienced than my relatives. But he had a way of making me feel protected and provided for. We had goals for our life together. Goals that I would never have set without him.

One of the biggest examples of unfocused-woman-icity is my mother. SMH. If you know me in the physical or read this blog regularly, you know me and that my mother have issues. She is still Mommie, though. Sigh...... That's another build. But I have always said, "I like my mother better when she has a man." Always. And it's not because when she has a man it means she's getting treats. That's nasty and I don't think of my mother like that! She is focused. Less crazy. She is currently 72 years old and has a man who is 78. I'm thinking they not doing "The Sex" (that's what she calls it) because he has a bad ticker and cannot safely take viagra. She has said as much. But she is happy. I watched them interact with this little old man. She started cutting his wisdom and he shut her down. WOOOOOW!!!!!! My mother ain't no punk bitch. Folks don't get to talk to her like that. This man clearly had the big drawers on.

My 1st husband passed away in 2003. My father promptly picked up his reigns and re-took over his position of main focuser for me. He performed his job admirably until his death in 2008. My brother lives in Pennsylvania and my uncles are long dead. I was all by myself weilding my own power. Now I should have been cool, because I have a legacy of lifelong advice from good men to guide me, right? Sort of. I made decent decisions, but they were uncfocused... again. I screwed up my career a little, and I have fallen victim to some credit issues, but nothing life altering.

When I began adding on with the God, I was certain that I already had gotten as good as I was gonna get. But I remember the focusing ability that men posses. It's like salve on a wound.... Noxema on a burn..... Preparation H on a hemorhoid. It's that thing that makes an irritation palatable. On Friday I got some bad and expensive news. I did what I does. I flipped out and got in a bad headspace. But the God correctly pointed out that this was not a punishment, and that this is how grown folks responsibly handle their business. Guess what? I'm focussed again.

I didn't mean this post to be this long. Really I didn't. And this isn't a cheer for all the men in my life past and present. Or me griping that I am a helpless, woe-is-me female. Nor is it a slam on independent females doing their thing as they see fit. It's me explaining why it's good to have a man around the house.



Peace

Level Disrespect!

I'm pissed y'all. Really pissed. Pissed in a way that's not good for the 85 or 10%. I feel like chopping some heads. Let me tell you what had happened....

Couple of months ago I was facebooking and I came across an old friend from NJ whom she and I had drifted apart. She was my 1st best friend. We did most things together. She lived one house away from me. I don't have to go into the stuff that you do with your friends when you are a kid growing up. Do I?

Well over the months she and I have rekindled our friendship. Cool. She was my best friend back in the day, but I was cool with her whole big family. My brother and her brothers are still mad cool.

Anywho... She, her sister (1 year older) and her mother came to the Garden for a religious event. Her sister moved to TX 22 years ago. I haven't seen her since 1988. Her mother has been very ill and has been bouncing from child's home to child's home so I haven't seen her either. My friend got into town later than expected. So if we wanted to see each other then I had to be the said person of that ability to make that happen. And I am a local. So I go over to the hotel where everybody is to just take a moment to build with her and her people.

When I get there, there is lots of hugs and kisses (that's impressive for me because I don't generally touch people) lots of you got this'es, and you look the sames. There where a few you look like your mothers. Not real happy about those. But after a minute it was clear if I wanted to continue to share there social equality, I would have to sit through their church services. Y'all see where this is going?

I don't have a problem with church people. I aon't scared neither. If folks are comfortable and happy to participate in an illusion, that is fine by me. If the illusion helps them to be better people, cool. And I did not go in there on a cold current either. I used to be a sheep. I know all the rules. I know all the songs. I was sitting in that service respectful. Yeah I didn't pray and you know I didn't give up any protection money but I wasn't obvious with it either. So why in the middle of the service these jokers decide to make a power move on me?

The "Holy Ghost" told the pastor that I needed to come up to the front of the room and be prayed for. Umm... No thank you. And where I was sitting I did not have quick access to the door. If I was going to break out of there, then I would have to get passed a bunch of big people to do it. These jokers had the unmitigated gall to circle around me! The people I came to see started crying and speaking in tongues. Really? Their mother started telling me to stop being rebellious and go up there. NO dammit!!!!

These people are from NJ. They know what a 5%er is and they know how I get down. They knew I was righteous before I arrived. Hell, the best friend was a former Earth! All three of them women were fanatical. The younger ones pointed out that my family were the ones who got them to go to church. Since we were the only family on the block that HAD to go to church every time the door opened. Smelled like a set up.

The pastor had been speaking about a child who was in a coma who woke up in a church service. Even pulled out someones phone to provide proof. Yeah... No. I'm not falling for that foolishness. I am a health care professional. If a parent takes a child in a coma out of the hospital, child welfare will be called. That child was not dressed in a hospital gown, she had on a bunch of clothes. stockings, shoes, barrettes, dress, blouse.... That child made a pit stop before she got to church.This is just a heavy-sleeping child and that's it. The preacher was claiming that he could raise the dead. Come on now.Again, Really?

Finally when asked to speak, I spoke (with a stun gun in my hand!). I said that I used to to be a Christian but wasn't anymore. So there was nothing that these people could say to me that I hadn't already heard. I explained that even with the stupid youtube demo, I wasn't going to believe in resurrection of the dead. I explained that I came to visit my friends, not to be part of their religious experience. I also pointed out that I was sitting there in a respectful fashion not making a scene or distracting from their services and I didn't appreciate their attention. I got a few predictions and threats and then the service was over and I bounced as fast as I could. The pastor asked for my Math so that we could continue to build (my words not his). I'm thinking.... Emphatically Hell No!

This is my gripe.... Why it had to be like that? I could see if I went up into their services all disrespectful and shit. Interrupting and acting out. But I am civilized. I know how to act abroad. I sat there quietly and did the knowledge. These jokers took it upon themselves to strong arm me into there beliefs. How come that's alright? If someone else had done that I could have called the police.

It's gonna be a long time before I go back in another church unless someone is laid up in front of it!



Peace

Serenity Laughed... Actually she cracked the hell up!

Peace Y'all,

3 days ago, I had an announcement dream.

An announcement dream is a dream where some entity comes to you with a big announcement. Or at least big to you. I dreamed of a coal black, bare chested older man with white pants holding a machete in his left hand. i didn't see what he had in his right. My foot board is really big. He came to tell me of the impending birth of my son. He came at the right time. Just as I was awaking. Not asleep but not fully awake. Makes it hard to claim dreaming since I was kind of awake. I was laying in the bed next to my God. I should be all geeked since we are trying, per se, to have children together.

My Dad claimed that he had several announcement dreams right before I came into the world. He said that it was me coming to him telling him to make me. Funny, I don't remember doing that.

Two reasons why I'm not thrilled.

This is not my 1st announcement dream. I dreamed years ago of a little girl who called me "Mommie" in the very same location at the very same foot of the very same bed. I lay in that bed alone at the time, and girl child was ever born to me. Secondly, The God and I were just discussing divination and visions. Why is it that some people seem to have the ability to forecast the future and have supposedly supernatural talents. He scienced it up so nice that when said, so-called vision came to me, I was lightly disrespectful. I was like, "yeah, yeah..." And started asking all kinds of questions that had nothing to do with the subject at hand. Hell, Why not? You have a being come to you from where-the-hell-ever and you don't seize the opportunity to ask questions? Teehee

He bounced.

We'll See.....




Peace


PS: Cool points for folks that get why I titled this as such

True and Living Earth... Part II

In a previous post, I stated that I had already begun the process of "cleaning myself up" prior to me going under 5% instruction. That is very true. I stopped eating meat a decade ago, stopped perming my hair around the same time. I stopped wearing pants approximately 5 years ago, stopped wearing synthetic fibers (with the exception of bras) on my body and in my hair. I was in the process of ceasing to smoke cigarettes when I started instruction. I had a few cartons in the freezer and I knew that those would be my last. I was gully with my smoking. Stopping smoking led to me stop drinking. Currently, I am a very cleaned up individual. I have worked hard on this and it has been a process. I'm not sure if it was easier to give up drinking or weaves? And I do miss my cosmetics.

But saying all that does not mean I got nothing positive from this Nation. Some folks feel that's what I was saying. That says a lot more about them that they feel that's all this Nation has to offer. No, I'm not back tracking my previous post, I still see it as being accurate. I'm adding on. Consider this part two....

It is not difficult to see the need to externally refine oneself. Even devils do this. There is a whole hippy like movement that includes devils - yoga, raw food, meditation, environmental consciousness, etc. So as an Original person, I inherently heeded the call to refine my body and lifestyle without KOS. I mean I didn't have to look any further than my own family to see that I will fall victim to the plethora of health problems that runs rampant in my family. I made many decisions solely based on my folks. Also, I'm a doctor. I have been trained to perceive and prevent illness. So it doesn't take Supreme Mathematics or 120 for me to see that I was living in a way that was going to be detrimental to my health in the long run and take steps to change and improve it.

What this Knowledge did for me was allow me to recognize and not to fall victim to situations and bullshit that I had previously advocated. All of the superstitions and spookisms I can see that from a mile away now. I don't get confused about who I am and what my role is in this world. I am no longer fearful of acting because of some future retribution by some fickle abstract being. Nope. I no longer govern my actions based on what the astrologer, soothsayer or preacher tell me is going to happen. If I want to speak to God, I call him on the cell.

I'm reading a book right now that is not supposed to be a religious book, but is. Before, I would have taken the words on face value and believed that this is how this modality is supposed to work. Not any more. I recently read another book that challenged a information that I had long ago accepted as fact years months and days ago. This knowledge has suppressed a normally violent and quick temper. Anger management therapy couldn't do it, it just made me angrier and how to hide it from others. Which makes it go internal, fucking up my health in the process. I have learned that whatever I read, am told, advised to do, and so on should be followed up with my own personal research. Mine. It's not the responsibility of others who are trying to sell me a line of bullshit to prove that they are correct. That's idiotic. It's like people who are purchasing a car who take the carfax report from the dealer and believe it. SMH. Later, after the warranty wears off, they are surprised that they have been deceived.

KOS is keeping me from falling for the interorientation.



Peace

Random Sex.....

This is a random thought....

When I was a teenager... sex was scary; fraught with all manner of fearsomeness. Girls who had sex GOT pregnant. Case closed. And those that did not didn't because they had abortions or were just hard core sluts who didn't deserve the privilege of birth. Both scenarios did their job to keep me from the evil one-eyed serpent that spewed poison.

Fast forward to my adult life.... As an adult I enjoy sex, but it is not nearly as exciting as the thought of it as a teenager. I don't get pregnant every time I have sex. I am not now nor ever was considered a whore, harlot, strumpet, or DT. But sex has lost a lot of its former mystery.... And I don't know how I feel about that.


Peace

How to be Devil Free!

Peace Y'all!!!!

I have been having issues with the devil infiltrationg the borders of my queendom. I know. It's been annoying. These devils have been very very sneaky and efficient, coming at me in a warm current and putting on the full armor of God. But as always, I turned to Supreme Math and Alphabet and120 for my answers.

One of the things that I have noticed about SM and SA vs. 120 is that SM and SA do not make any references to the devil. Folks like to say that the Devils number is '6', but my SM says Equality. And the SA equates 'D" with Divine and 6 corresponds with the attribute 'Father.' But 120 is loooooaded with devil references. I draw that up a few ways. Since SM is the foundation that is followed by SA, that means there is no devil in my foundation. He/She came along after the foundation had already been laid.

The very 1st degree of 120 which is 1:10... and all G's and E's agree and have this as the 1st degree... there is no mention of the devil. Only the Original man and his Earth. So as far as the devil is concerned, s/he is secondary. But just because they are secondary does not mean they aren't problematic.

I have noticed that when you examine these devil degrees there is two kinds of references. Information on how to spot said devils, information on how to prevent them from becoming problematic and finally, information on how to dispense with them. AND.... There is more information on identification and prevention than dispensing. Let's dance, shall we?

2:10 is the 1st devil degree. It tells us who devils are and/or what they look like. (I'm not going in order either) 4:10 lets us know they aren't a civilized nation, just a people. 1,3:14 lets us know they reside on the poor part of the planet Earth. 10:14 tells us they are sneaky and snake like, reptilian if you will. 2:14 tells us they are so savage, that even the hybrids are savage. 4:14 the make trouble amongst Original people, and that they have been taught to lie, steal and master us. 8,9:14 lets us know they are personally filthy and messy and need to clean themselves up. 1:14, 32:40 tells us they are mentally and physically weak and wicked. 33:40 Lets us know they are weak from their root and and 34:40 tells us they are incouragible. I probably missed a degree or two. You can feel free to add on. We family. (And if we not... I'll let you know) There is no reason why we shouldn't readily be able to identify devils when they approach.

The next category 120 gives us (my perspective) is preventative measures. 16:40 lets us know that we need to dispel foolishness by teaching truth. 2 & 33:36 and 11:40 tell me not to depend on others to help. That I need to be willing to walk and work all by my self. 9:40 says not to take anything on face value. 28:36 and 7:14 says don't fall for the okeydoke. They will lie to you and about you to get what they want. 10:40 says drop the mystery god. 25:40 lets me know that I can't be fooled once I stop being illerate (6:14). 4:10 tells me that they come in numbers and I gotta dispence with them in such- 10:14.

Well. Now that I got all this information on board, and I can identify and cee these devils for who and what they are, It's clobbering time! (Come on, I can't be the only person who watched the Fantastic 4!) B.U.T.... there is less erradication information. Hmmmm..... Why is that? I'm assuming because if we bud-nip these infidels then we shouldn't have need for a bunch of erradiction methods.

1. Don't deal in their cipher
35:40 lets me know they have expired. I don't fool with expired produce. It's no good for me and could possible harm me. I ain't fooling with no expired individuals. It can only do me harm.

2. Don't offer assistance
2.34:40 tells me... me... that there is no point in trying to civilize the devil. Folks have tried and were unsucessful. I ain't no prophet. Plus I can't care that much.

3. If they get in, give them the business so they run the fuck out. i.e.... take them off to hell
10:14 says kill them, all of them. 39:40 says send them to hell; but first, I must prepare (fast) for it and build with the righteous Original people (pray).


So what am I to do with this interloper that has made it's way onto my planet? I have already put that plan in motion. I do not share social equality with said devil. I ignore and have no dealings with them. And if they persist, I am prepared to bring the wrath of hell on them. And in the future, I gotta be more careful!




Peace

The Duty of a Civilized Person

Peace Y'all,

I have a dear friend that I have reconnected with after like 20ish years. She and I grew up together. There was one house that separated us. I don't ever remember meeting this friend. One of the reasons we grew apart is because she had a God that moved her to his direction in a way that excluded her non-righteous friends. I too at the time had a god (notice the lower 'g') that did the same thing to me. But I got out of that situation by going away to college. My friend walked her situation until she arrived at the predictable destination of 'over'. And of course she had a seed.

This morning I was wondering, since she had been so hardcore with her Earthdom back in the day (me, not so much), if she had taught her Sun anything regarding our culture? Now be mindful, she and the 7 broke up either right before or right after the child was born. Her answer was initially she tried to teach her Sun Supreme Math and the Enlightener.

Don't go judging the Queen. We old. Back in the 80's this Nation was a different genre. Women weren't expected to Knowledge 120. Hell we weren't even encouraged to learn. At least that was my experience (you gotta qualify that for people). She was taught Supreme Math and Alphabet and the Enlightener. She didn't even get a true name. She was called 'Queen' since her bornday fell on the 17th. SMH. That actually is kind of funny. (I didn't get a name either. god called me Angel which is my name... sort of. And I only got math) And since that's all she had, that's all she could teach to her Sun. She did her duty.

Now as the story continues... No God would touch her with a 10 foot dick after she broke up with her original God. You know what happened... She got born again and had other children. She went to church, so the children went with her. Her Sun, who has a clearly righteous name, became a Christian with his family. His father took him to maybe 2 rallies (as per the mother). She said he said he wouldn't be still at the rallies. Babies aren't still at church services either. It's a baby thing.

Superficially, blame could be placed at her feet. Superficially. I suppose she could have found another God if she truly wanted to stay in this Nation who would teach her and her seed. We lived close enough to Mecca for her to get it if she wanted it bad enough. But y'all know how that goes. I'm still wondering why did not the seed's own father teach him? He still rests in northern NJ. Does not the Knowledge Build degree of the 1-40 ask what is the duty of a civilized person? Since we know, does that mean our children are born knowing? Her God is well known and respected in the city that we grew up in. He has taught loads of G's and E's.... But not his own Sun? That does not sound right and exact to me.

Do you know why religion has the numbers it has? Because they focus on families. Not just individuals, but everyone. Everyone gets to know about the mystery god in all his incarnations and everyone is included. When families get involved it becomes a generational thing. You have people who participate in religion for no other reason other than that's what they have always done. They go to the same churches that their great grandparents went to and said great grandparents are buried in back of the church. I'm not sure how Muslims do, but Jews don't proselytize. They increase their numbers literally making new Jews. Here in Atlanta the Megafest has to be held in the same arena were the Falcons play. Standing room only, because stuttering T. D Jakes called them here on their own dime. And those are only a few Black Christians. So why is Allah's 5% NGE coming up short? We say we are about the babies but are we really?

We teach babies are the greatest. Can't go to a rally, Parliament, Earth Cipher, Seed Cipher, 120 Class, Civilization Class, whatever and not hear that from everyone present. So why is it a challenge for God's to teach their children. Yes, I'm putting this squarely in the God's court. Women teach their children what they have. If you don't teach your woman anything, then you bounce how is she expected to teach your children the what and hows of this culture. Chances are, said Gods leave a bitter taste in the woman's mouth and she wants nothing to do with us.

Precise was telling me about a God who's daughter he met while working who had very little information on our culture which is her birth right. These aren't isolated cases. I know lots of former Earths who have children by current Gods. And the children have little to no information on how we do. All they can say is my mother and I never got into that.

Most of the Earths I currently come in contact with either have 120 or are striving to get it. I do build with one or two who seem to be sorta on the fence about 120 about it but still are actively adding on... sorta. And most of the Gods I come in contact with, to my knowledge, don't seem to be the type of God to hold out. You never know, though. But I don't get why a God would not want their woman to knowledge 120. Not talking about women who don't want to add on. But I'm speaking about women who get denied 120 on purpose.

If me and the God had children and he left us, I'd be comfortable raising our children in this culture. I met him in this Nation. It's not like he brought me here like the trader. I'd make sure they knew what I know and lived like I live. Like Christian, Jewish, Muslim, Hindu, etc. mothers do. Although I'm certain he'd take the initiative to teach his own children.

So why are we doing all this converting? Meaning why are we primarily bringing KOS to people outside of our Nation. Should not the primary focus be raising our own children within this culture? I don't care that you have taught 100+ people if your biological children don't know Supreme Mathematics. Why are we allowing these babies to be solely influenced by something else? In 40+ years seems like Harriet Tubman should be bursting from the seems with all the people wedged in there on the 2nd Sunday of June.

And yes I'm calling out the Gods, but I recognize that not all Gods are faulty. There a lot of Gods that proudly give this culture to their children. I've seen babies that are too young to pronounce their own names still greet me with Peace. But a lot don't. It's them Gods I'm calling out. And don't do the hit dog will holler thing. Just go to where ever your children and do your duty.





Peace