I have a CEE

Peace.

Apparently I’m a “new age” Earth. That’s what this so called 7 called me on Facebook. Why do I say that? Because I have a voice and a Cee that is apparently new to some folks. And I was unaware of that particular view …. See, it seems that Earths in Allah’s nation are only supposed to think and do what their God thinks and does. Interesting….

Before meeting Precise, he and I had individual relationship goals. My goal was to have 120 on cap when I got into my next relationship. I have shared my previous experiences of why I found it to be necessary to have 120. And for Precise he wanted to have a family that was all in this culture and that included his Earth having 120 and his babies eventually having 120 too. But when you give a person the tools to know how to form their own personal cee, why would you expect them to not use it?

My 1st educator gave me math and alphabet with his definitions. And I memorized them. No questions asked. He also gave me 120… in lesson sets… but never asked me to build on a degree. Not ever. He focused on accurate recitation and calling up degrees on demand. I don’t know why he taught like that. I was a newborn and had no frame of reference for what I was supposed to be getting. BUT… I had been a Christian prior to undertaking study and I knew how to apply scripture, so I used that ability to apply degrees. But I did that instinctually, sort of. Lets be honest, applying scripture was something I had been taught in school (Catholics can be progressive at times). And 120 seems like a holy book to newborns and 85’ers, so…. I just went with it. Luckily it was appropriate.

When I had to go back all the way to the beginning of Supreme Math with Precise… after finishing 1-40 with my previous educator, He just gave me the coordinates... with no definitions. I proceeded to use the definitions I had memorized, but apparently they were the industry standard in definitions and Precise clowned me for using them. He required that I come up with my own definitions. And build on them and the mathematical coordinate. He required that formula for every single degree, SM and SA. It was not easy, but I did it. And don’t think because I was his woman that meant he went easy on me. He clowned me abrasively when I presented him with bullshit. But he did kiss the boo boo afterward….

After going through all that effort, why would I lay back and recite words that I hear coming out of Precise’s mouth? I’m neither parrot nor tape recorder.

Let me go on record and say, I don’t cee everything the way Precise does. Why would I? We are different people with different experiences and different predilections. People really feel like I should cosign what he cosigns. That is not realistic. We have different views on almost everything. What I think the problem is, is folks are superimposing their limitations on us.

A lot of men think that it is disrespectful for their women (or any woman) to disagree with them. It’s ok if a man disagrees with them but it a woman, especially their woman disagrees with their view it is an insult. I have no clue why men see it that way. Not none. I mean, didn’t they go to a coed school? I’m certain that on some level, somewhere, they had to come in contact with a woman who disagreed with them. Did they get insulted every single time? And men want to get physically aggressive with women who openly disagree with them. Why? I mean really, Why! A normal sized man is stronger than a super diesel woman so what are they proving? They can’t show and prove so a slap in the mouth should suffice? Try that shit with Serenity and see if you get to tell the story to others…..

I also hear that a lot of men were socialized to think that women were inferior to them. Sort of like Rudy’s friend Kenny on The Cosby Show. But each time Kenny got in a jam, it was Rudy that pulled him out. But he honored his brother’s no job having, ex-convict opinion of life. But again that argument is pork bologna because there isn’t a Black in this wilderness who hasn’t been aided by women. It’s how it works here. So were do men get this misogynistic attitude from?

You can’t say it’s prevalent social more’. That particular more’ went out of style decades ago. And a MAN being the BOSS and his word goes 100% of the time kind of only works if he is the one bringing in ALL the bacon and that doesn’t happen 100% or even 32.89% of the time.

Is it because men can’t bear to hear a woman speak? No that can’t be it. Most school teachers are women. Chances are that a woman taught them how to read and write. A woman potty trained them and taught them how to use forks and plates. And I’m certain they work for or with women. So….

Another thing I have noticed… Gods do not like it when a woman uses the term “God” in any build that has to do with herself. REALLY? So because a woman is such, she is not allowed to build on mathematics if the day has a 7 in it? I’m restricted 3 days a month from building? I didn’t say that I was God, but I do get to build on it and not just in reference to the original man.

I have heard Gods say in the cipher, “I don’t know why you’d teach your woman 120. She would just call you on your bullshit.” Enough said. But Bullshit is self evident. You don’t need 120 to call someone on it.

Don’t misread and therefore misinterpret my words. I’m not saying the God ain’t shit and that’s why I don’t listen to him. I am saying the God encouraged, encourages me to think and I do so. A lot of the time it’s our differences that make our life together sweet.



Peace

Greedy Assed Devils....

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I’m not sure what day to post this on. Y’all know we G’s and E’s like to tie our builds in with the day’s math Since I am all over the place with this build, I’ll just whatever….

Devils is greedy.

I put that ebonically for shock value. But they are; and I can prove it via our degrees….

There are 29 million miles of Useful Land. Original people get 23 million him/devil gets 6 million. Now if you look superficially at the degree, you say, “Yay!!!! Original people have more land!” But that is inaccurate.

Add 400 million and 4.4 Billion from 2&3:10. That will give you a yield of the total population of Original people and devils. Then find the percentage of devils within that population. Depending on your mathematical abilities (I have an undergraduate minor in math and chemistry) you will find it to be 8.3-9%. Even if you look at 34:40 the ratio is 1:11 devil:Original. It will still come out the same.

Equality states that if you are 9% (I’m being generous) of the population you should have 9% of the useful land, Right? Wrong. The devil has 20.7% of the Useful Land. The word equation reads “6 is what percent of 29.” That looks like 6=x%*29. And that yields 20.68965………%

Now the incendiary yet thinking mind will say. “Serenity, those degrees were written in 1933. The population is different now…” You are correct. But the percentages remain the same.

Look how comfortable the devil gets to be while we are sitting on top of each other. You can see this. Now I’m not saying all devils are well to do. They aren’t. But they are afforded the room to sprawl while broke that we don’t get in the same circumstances. A plot in a trailer park yields more room than an apartment in the projects. You get what I’m saying. Check his motivations for keeping you ignorant. While he is greedy, living the life of Riley, you gotta fight for your own space. He is even moving in on the 89% he so graciously afforded you with gentrification.

So what are we supposed to do? The answer will ALWAYS be the same. Do the Knowledge. And mathematically that Knowledge will lead you to a proper course of action as well as Understanding. There is a reason our degrees are laid out as they are. And eventually you will come full circle with your answer.

The devil is greedy and in his greed, he is comfortable. Think about that for a minute.


Peace

Today's Supreme Mathematics: Wisdom Power abbt God

Peace Y’all,

Do you know what I find incredibly interesting? How the Wisdom degree of the 1:14 and the Power degree of the same lesson set play off each other.

Firstly…. Today’s Supreme Mathematics is Wisdom Power abbt God. I cee that to mean you ways and actions will empower you to be your best self. Now that protocol has been established…..

Why did Musa have a hard time civilizing the devil? Ok. In the Wisdom degree the devil was savage and in need of a ½ Original man to hook him up. Three degrees later he has come up to the point where he can just take over Original cities like Jerusalem? Damn.

My 3rd eye says that folks can’t do anything to you unless you let them first. Let them, let them in, drop your guard, something. And that is the lesson here.

Are you trapped in a bad job ( I am!)? A bad relationship? A bad home? Just a bad run of things? Well (a) you allowed that to happen, by making poor choices or just being complacent (guilty), and (b) you, and only you, have the ability to change said bad situation. So put your grown woman panties or grown man drawers and handle your damn business.

I’m not suggestion just going a ham and quitting everything. NO. But start mathematically by doing the Knowledge to what you need to do to change said situation. Then, and only after you have done your research, take the most appropriate and logical step.

At the end of the day, you want to be the one to determine what you are to be called. 7:14 And take Jerusalem (your peace of mind) back.



Peace

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10 the Hard Way

Peace.

I was driving yesterday and out of nowhere a chick and her 2 children (I’m assuming) started jaywalking in front of me. I didn’t stop. It has always been a fantasy of mine to hit a stupid pedestrian and get away with it. I never proclaimed to be a nice person…. But it got me to thinking…. Are parents no longer teaching their children life skills?

When I was a child, my mother used to bark orders at me. Back then parents could not only publicly issue justice (10:SA), they were encouraged to. So my mother would say do so and so, and it got done or we got beat down and it still got done. And they were beat downs compared to the watered down spankings of today. Doesn’t make sense to get your ass kicked and still have to do the things you got your ass kicked for. But after my mother barked, she would lightly explain the reasoning for the order… after you completed her task.

“When you fry chicken you need to season it over night so the flavor goes to the bone.” “You have to dry dishes by hand if you don’t want them to have spots.” “You really need to check your tone with your father when you ask for something.” “Go put some color on your face so you can look like a girl, but not so much you look like a dressed chicken.” “Keep good manners, because it doesn’t matter what you have or who you know, you’ll still look ignorant if you’re rude.” And so forth. My mother is still doling out not exactly advice, but orders with explanations. Advice implies that you asked for it….

Jupiter has 63 moons. Did you read that? 63 effing moons! Some of those moons are as large as Earth. I cee that to mean mothers/Jupiter brings Equality to your life by first giving you her Understanding in a way that leads the babies to their own Understanding. 3+3=6. My mother barked her orders but they had explanations behind them. In instances where I clearly was the one who had to make decisions, she insisted that said decisions be made in a way that they had explanations behind them. Now it didn’t work out as she would have liked. I did learn there was no mystery god (10:40) But I also learned that I am a force to be reckoned with on my own and I can spin on my own axis at 93 million miles from the Sun (10:AF) and even keep a moon of my own in my orbit if I choose to.

So what are these new mothers teaching their children? Learning isn’t just something that happens in schools. Your family is your1st teacher. Yes schools teach reading, Writing and arithmetic, but they won’t touch you if you can’t walk, talk, and shit on your own. That’s for your peeps to teach. But what happens if your parents teach you some bullshit? You keep repeating it. That’s a generational curse; eating the wrong food (10:36). Acting without Knowledge or Understanding of what and why you are doing; and passing that shit on to your progeny. I’m certain the chicken head who tried to walk in front of my truck didn’t say to her children, “And that’s why you don’t cross the street in the middle of the block.” She probably uttered a string of profanity and gave me the finger. She did seem annoyed and I saw the finger. So in Knowledge Cipher years those same girls will grow up to be chicken heads with their own children, crossing the street how they want. And when they or their babies get hurt they won’t see it as their faults, walking in the street but the faults of drivers who drive their cars where they are supposed to.

I guess when you mix that in with today’s Supreme mathematics, it encourages me do the knowledge to my birth record (10:10); how I was raised. By doing that from time to time, I get insight on how I’d raise my own seed/soil. Mommie was rough and tough… she’d punch me in my chest and tell me to man up… but I made it to adulthood and I’m not a knucklehead living at home in the projects with 15 babies by 18 different men on Maury Povich trying to figure out the father of my 12th child while living on assistance eat a pickled pig ear sandwich moonlighting as a stripper. I have some issues, and we all have at least 4 devils that need murdering (10:14), but I have a relatively good life and I appear normal. So I think she gets a B- for raising me. I could have used a few hugs, though…

So do the Knowledge to your Cipher, people! Unbeknownst to you, people are watching you, emulating you, learning from you. Make sure what you put out there will aid the person who is paying attention.


Peace.

Fact vs Allegory: 1

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I’m sick of folks saying that 120 is ALL allegory or metaphor. Maybe in some instances it is, but for me, it’s more 90% truth vs. 10% metaphor. So… at my leisure, I am going to periodically, do posts showing the difference between fact and allegory. Maybe folks don’t know the difference? Allegory is defined as a story, poem, or picture that can be interpreted to reveal a hidden meaning, typically a moral or political one. Fact is defined as a thing that is indisputably the case. 120 has both of these. But there are more facts. All of the Actual Facts and Solar Facts are just that… Facts. And the other degree sets have plenty of facts in them. Now maybe some of them aren’t currently accurate like the numbers of people in their places, but this is 2013 and not 1933… stuff happens.

No better time to start than the present…..

7:40 Asks “How fast does our planet travel? A. 1037 1/3 mph.” That is a fact and not a metaphor/allegory. The Earth does travel 1037 1/3 on its way around the sun. You know how I know? I did the 1 for myself. I’m certain y’all don’t take shit on face value right? 10:40 and all….

Velocity = Distance/time. So I sought the distance of the orbit of the Earth around the sun. That is between 585-583 million. I converted 365.25 to hours and divided. Guess what? I got a different answer. If you did it this way then you got a different answer too. And now I see why you feel 120 is allegory. Then I sat back and thought… There are values in 120. Let me use those.

Well, the circumference of the Earth is 24896 miles 3:40. Hmmmm….. and I know that there are 24 hours in a day. The degree says miles per hour not miles per day. That’s one less conversion to make. So…. I divide 24896 miles by 24 hours and low and behold 1037 1/3 mph! Humph! So this degree speaks on the speed that the Earth spins on her own axis! And other women say they don’t find themselves in 120! Apparently you weren’t looking! And if you are building on the degree in the form of the Earth’s rotation around the Sun, you need to adjust your build because it’s incorrect. Don’t want you getting clowned by other G’s and E’s.

10:14 Asks why does Muhammad or any Muslim murder the devil? Not kill, not assassinate, not sacrifice… murder. Hmmmm… this is allegory. Simply put, if you go out and murder human beings… especially devils… and 4 at that…. you’re going to jail and you should because you area a serial killer. T.H.E.M. wasn’t advocating the NOI become a bunch of assassins. So clearly this is an allegory.

Feel me?


Peace

Mr. & Mrs. Stewart

Peace Y’all,

I’m probably “outing” myself, but I am a BIG fan of the Real Housewives of Atlanta. I love to see Black women with money doing it big. For so long, the media acted like Rich Black folks didn’t exist. The Huxtables were comfortable though practical. They weren’t foolish rich and moneyed. RHOA gives us this. I like it even more now that Kim is off the show. All the other RH franchises showcase rich and foolish white people. Now I get to see the Equality, and that isn’t common for the devil.

One of the characters on this season is Porsha. Porsha is a young, newly married socialite. She married a man more than a decade older than she. (Another thing I like about the RHOA franchise is all the Original people are coupled with Original people) When a man marries a woman that much younger than himself, he is (a) upgrading, (b) controlling or (c) small membered. Everyone is in a tizzy because her husband is controlling. This is the part I don’t appreciate.

So the fuck her husband is controlling! He is the sole bread winner in that household. And he allows her to do as she wants for the most part. Maybe these people have never been married. When you are married, it’s about give and take. Here is an example:

When I was 1st legally married, my husband said that nothing in his life would change except his address. He was accustomed to receiving phone calls late at night from women. I told certain habits were inappropriate for a married man. On a scale from 1-10 with 10 being Very concerned, I felt like a 1.5. I wasn’t concerned about him. He was devoted to me. But them heifers who thought they could disrespect my bedroom… because that’s where he would take the calls…. Had to be checked. He didn’t take my word for it, because he was trying to be that boss man. And he didn’t want to take his family’s opinion of the situation, because he still wanted to appear to be in charge. One of my male friends said he would take car of it and he did. Afterward, we had a conversation and he agreed to make concessions as I did. That’s what it means to be in a relationship

I think the reason why people are so offended regarding the Rorsha/Kordell dynamic is it’s not a common one that we see in our community. Every-damn-person thinks that Black women are super strong 150% of the time. That we are heartless, fearless and enjoy working 15 jobs. They find us bossy, domineering and reluctant to bend to the will of a man. I’m not making this up. Those are the reasons Black men give for dating white women over Black ones. They don’t like our attitudes or we aren’t docile enough. But then a Black woman who acquiesces to her husband’s wishes gets screamed on for being weak? Emphatically Now Cipher!

I am picky about the men I share my life with. I didn’t date men with children; and I didn’t date men who weren’t raised in a 2 parent household. It was hard, but it worked for me. It is my contention that men who didn’t witness a male/female dynamic longterm don’t know what their role is in a household. They don’t’ know how to be flexible. They either come on too hard or they expect their wives to be their mothers. I didn’t start off with these rules but developed them as I went on. And I’m happiest in relationships that I don’t halfstep on my qualifications.

My 1st husband (parent’s married 60 years) gave me the option of working. Think about the previous sentence. I had the OPTION of working or not. When I didn’t work, by choice or situation, all our bills got paid. I had regular hair and nail appointments. You know who was pissed at that? Other women who didn’t have that option. And they weren’t quiet about it either. They constantly asked me how I could let a man control me. He didn’t control me. He controlled the money. And let’s be real, s/he who makes the money is the one who has the final say about how it’s dispersed. When he got home at night, dinner was ready, the house was clean, I had my pearls on and we had a nice evening. This is the case with Porsha and Kordell.

One of the issues on the show was her not wanting to go to a strip club. To be perfectly honest, I wonder why any woman wants to go to a strip club. Unless a porn star I like is performing, I can see titties and ass at will. I wouldn’t want someone shaking body parts that discharge on me in my good clothes. Even gynecologists wear smocks. I suspect Porsha just didn’t want to go and used her husband as a scapegoat. She spent his money all willy nilly at the furniture store without calling in. All those chicks are mad because their men cannot support them in the way they have become accustomed to without their income. Kandi isn’t married but has the responsibility of caring for her daughter (and you don’t EVER see the baby daddy), Cynthia’s husband assed up all her money the 1st season she was on the show with a failed bar venture and is just all around undependable, Apollo is an ex-convict and I have yet so really understand what is job description is, Greg is unemployed living off NeNe, and Kendra ain’t got no man. All them other women HAVE to work. Bunch of Haters.

Porsha is also being judged because she can’t have company when he isn’t there. That is kind of ridiculous. Porsha is a pretty girl who is appears to be ditzy and very sheltered. Seriously, does she strike you as a woman who has ever been in a fight? Maybe Kordell is worried for his wife’s safety. She doesn’t seem bright enough to recognize when some is in your home making plans to rob you later. He is a rich man who can afford a ransom. Again, I ain’t mad at him.

It has been my experience, that no one can have it all. When you spread yourself thin, you miss out on things. My mother worked when I came along. She didn’t go back to work with my older brother until he went to school then she just kept on working. She missed things with me. My first words, me walking, the loss of my 1st tooth and so forth. She says that bothered her. That she didn’t know me as well as she knew my brother. But times were different when I came along vs. when my brother was born. I was a hot mess as a child. I got kicked out of nursery schools for fighting the teacher and would run away from a babysitter I didn’t like. But she made a choice to work and not stay home, so part of the blame for my foolishness is hers. Back then you parents could whip your ass anywhere and any way they chose. And folks would hold you down while you mother took a break. So Kordell speaking that truth to his wife is not only ok but required.

And my last, but most important point…. It ain’t nobody’s business how you get down in YOUR relationship but you and your mate. That’s it. I don’t have a lot of women friends. I don’t have a lot of men friends either. But as soon as a woman makes a comment about my man, I shut them down hard and fast. They need to learn that we have boundaries in our friendship. My man is a big one that I don’t play with. I don’t trust women like that. In my youth I have had the experience of complaining about my man to a female ‘friend’ and she went back and made it seem worse and more of a betrayal than it was. Since she had personal details my ex didn’t believe me. Valuable lesson learned. I don’t complain to family either. Once family starts hating your man, they have long memories. I have a cousin who is married to man we can’t stand. We can only see the obvious (infidelities, assholiness, etc) but she loves him, so what can we say. She has never confirmed or denied what we think he’s done. She smiles, so we smile back. And that is how it’s supposed to be.

Mind your business will teach you how to keep your own confidences!


Peace!