What and How this Earth was Made.....

I come from a family of preachers (men) and evangelists (women). My people love Jesus. A lot. They do not understand how I turn my back and walk away from their faith. Let me tell you what and how this Earth was made...

I bought into all the religiousness of my people. I went to church whenever church opened. I fasted, I prayed, I sang, I tithed, I traveled. I read the Bible cover to cover. Could quote all kinds of scripture. I never 'caught' the Holy Ghost, but I have run through a church or two. Religion governed every aspect of my life. That's how it's supposed to work. But religion didn't keep its promises.

The promises of religion, and I am speaking, right now, of Christianity, is that if you follow the rules, God is supposed to bless you. But when trials and adversity come, somehow it is the 'believers' fault. Does that sound fair to you? All the good comes from God, but the bad is due to some fault in me, or maybe the devil is being busy. Hmmm... Yeah....

I kept up my end of the bargain.

I went to Catholic and Christian schools for my pre-college education. My mother thought it was important for me to always be immersed in Christianity at all times. When I hear people complain that there is no prayer in schools anymore, I have no frame of reference. I used to pray all the time in school. Rosaries, devotions, masses, stations of the cross. My mother used to ask me to explain things to her regarding the Bible and the hows and whys since I was getting a formal religious education. It was impressed upon me not only the importance of worship, but the importance of good form while worshipping. Our Religion grade would suffer if we were sloppy with the rosary, or misbehaved in mass. Think about this... If you fail religion, there is no summer school for that. The diocese of Paterson did not teach summer school. If you had to go to summer school, you had to attend one of the public ones. Public schools don't teach religion. Therefore; if you failed religion, you got left back. And trust me, It happened and still does.

Catholic school taught different dogma than I received in church. I would ply my school teachers with questions, my Sunday school teachers with questions, the preacher with questions, and my mother with questions until they were sick of me, Then I learned the value in keeping my own counsel. The information was contradictory. Why did the Catholic Bible have 72 books versus my Bible that had 66? Why did the nuns tell me not to read the Bible and my pastor said read it all day everyday? Why did I have to get dressed for church and be in there all day on Sunday while them Catholics could go to any number of services, be in and out of there in 30 minutes WITH communion and wear whatever they wanted, even shorts? Why was I told by my pastor to stay away from alcohol, but them priest drank and smoked? The priests didn't appear to be more holy than the average Joe. I would read books but the confusion continued.

I, finally, had a teacher (he was a priest) in high school that said I needed to look inward to make up my own mind. This priest taught us not to just accept what we were being told but to question everything. In the end all answers lead back to God. He even said that other religions weren't all wrong, and that we could learn something from all faiths. That there was a kernal of truth in all religions. That was completely different from what I got on Sunday. If you weren't a Christian? a Methodist Christian, you were doomed to go to hell. Thank you Father Bradley. That was good advice, although very self-serving on his part. Later I found that he was sort of a half priest. He had an apartment and possessions and he didn?t live in a monastery. I guess he took the obedience and chastity vow but not the poverty one.

With Father Bradley's advice on cap, I started looking at all folks' belief systems. My step-father's people were Jehovah's Witnesses. Mommie would only allow us to talk to his folks. Everyone else would get chased away. Why chase them away? Weren't they also spreading the good news? I lived very close to a synagogue. They used to have activities for neighborhood children and I would go and have a good time. They liked me because I knew more religion than the public school kids. I would win all the prizes. I had a friend whose people were practicing pagans. They were Hispanic/latino/whatever the pc term is. It was kinda like Santeria, kinda not. I was invited to attend their rituals and celebrations. That was fun too. And my own people... these preachers and evangelists... practiced some kind of conjure-rootwork. I didn't realize everyone didn't do this but I was cognizant of not telling folks. Because according to my mother, what happens in our home is our business and she heard anything got out she knew it was one of us telling and she would kick our little Black asses. Mommie is so sweet, is she not?

You know a lot of Gods and Earths who don't understand the lure of religion, don't have a lot of experience with it. Some aspects are actually a lot of fun and make you feel good. I describe it as an 'emotional orgasm.' ever notice it's mostly women who get 'slain in the spirit'? If it was all miserable then folks wouldn't do it. People know that smoking is bad for you and will probably kill you. I mean the companies put it on the box. But that doesn't stop people from lighting up.

So what did I do with all this mishmash of faith and belief? I finally let it go. It took a minute but I have come to learn it doesn't matter what it is, if it's a belief in a mystery god you will be disappointed every time. And you know why? Because it is not real! It can do nothing for you.

When I was a good Christian, I did everything I was supposed to do. But when my late husband, father, brother-in-law, mother-in-law, father-in-law, and grandmother became ill, all the praying fasting, tithing, missionary work did nothing to save their lives. I begged he mystery god and so did they. Nothing. And every person that came to me with, "It was God's will" ducked a bullet big time. Why would not 'God' spare my family's life? They were all good people. Good Christians who followed all the rules. Because s/he/it doesn't exist; therefore it has no power. I have been sick, broke, have had all kinds of wants and desires that didn't materialize. I bet you have too. And no mystery god ever rode up on a horse or in an Escalade with the hook up. You know why don't you?

Think about it... If these mystery gods are as all powerful as is claimed by the 10% then really we shouldn?t have to work or do anything. God should provide food, clothing and shelter for us all the days in our lives. But instead we bust our asses, to provide for self and our families and give the credit to the mystery god. Crazy.

Now if you NEED religion to be a good person, then by all means work it like a part time job. If you need the threat of divine retribution to keep you from being savage, do it. If you need a book tell you that you are supposed to help the less fortunate, then read it. If you need a list of rules to keep you from cheating and beating on your wife, jump on them. But if you can do right and be right without any external influence then we can have a conversation.



Peace

Knowledge your Equality

I was riding the bus this morning with a friend of mine who was complaining about his son's lack of street smarts. He says that his 20 year old son makes a lot of careless errors. And has him (father) questioning the son's maturity. He says his son has not gotten his driver's license yet and leaves his cell and wallet around indiscriminately. The son takes chances that he would prefer him not to, like taking rides from strangers and walking these dark Georgia roads at night. Real talk y'all: there are no street lights along the road from the bus stop to his front door. The whole time he was speaking to me I was thinking about today's Supreme Mathematics of Knowledge Equality abbt God. This is a youngster who has yet to Knowledge his own Equality.

The 28:40 degrees speaks that Yacub's followers would marry by age 16. 16 is the age of consent for sex with other minors. 16 is the age that children here can get their driver's licenses in a lot of states. 16 is the age where churches want you to either join or request baptism. 16 is the age where a lot of Gods and Earths expect there children to made a decision about whether they plan to live our Culture. 16 is a very important age. It is at this age you have completed your mental dependence on your parents and now you must stand on your own square. You are leaving one Cipher and entering another. It is the age where you claim your birth right as God or Earth by acknowledging your own Equality.

It seems now a days that there is an epidemic of children who mange to make it to adulthood with little or no maturity. Who shall I blame? Society? Schools? Parents? The economy? The answer is a little of everybody. Polite society sends the message that the world is too hard and too violent for parents to send their children into. And it might be, but this is the world that these children will have to live in. It was different for us than it was for our parents. And so will it be different for our seeds. But just because it frightens us does not mean that we have the authority to handicap our children.

Schools have removed all accountability from children?s shoulders. If a child fails, it's not them who failed it was the teacher, school district or parent. No child left behind is a joke. Some children need to be left behind. Failure may be painful, but it teaches valuable lessons. These children reach maturity after having been taught the whole time they are in school that the world will be concerned about them, and get disillusioned with reality. This is how snipers are born. When you are grown there is no one to blame or who cares.

Yes this economy is not good for young people to go out into the world, but they have to learn how to maneuver ir sometime. My best friend while growing up had a mother who did absolutely everything for her. She never did a lick of housework, never had to work, never had to walk to school, never cooked, couldn't fight, couldn't do her own hair, couldn't do anything. I was jealous of her and was not shy about telling my mother. My mother told me I was going to be more prepared for the future than she was. And my mother was right. My friend's mother died as soon as she graduated from college. My friend snapped and went a little psycho. She didn't even know how to write a check or that the due date on bills is not just a suggestion. Her mother had planned and paid for her own funeral. Even left the dress and wig at the funeral home and picked out her own casket, bought her own plot and wrote her own obituary. All my friend had to do was show up. To this day, this chick is sketchy. There is a whole lot that she has had to learn late. All the rest of us know how to do xyz and she is still working on lmnop. She has latched on tight to a man that does a lot for her. And she is frightened that he will leave her. I suspect her fear is not him leaving her because he no longer loves her, but that she still doesn't know how to manage her affairs well.

So what do we do? The mission doesn't change. Through the process of civilization will teach these children to think for themselves. And we as the parents have to be better with giving our children no only privileges but responsibilities. It is better that they learn gradually how the world is rather than being all slapped upside the head by reality at once.


Peace

Knowledge the Cipher

This is the 1st time in a LOOOOOOONG time that I am not observing Lent. I stopped being a Christian about 3 or so years ago(it’s funny that I can’t really even remember it like that and it used to be so very important to me). But I have observed Lent annually since I was a freshman in high school. When I started studying other modalities I came to learn that the Asiatic and a lot of other calendars started their years with the spring equinox. That is usually around Easter/Passover. Easter is actually the 1st Sunday after the 1st full moon after the spring equinox. So I kept doing Lent because I wanted to cleanse for the New Year. This year, I gave it no consideration. It didn’t even register on my radar. I realized last week that it was the Lenten season. A patient came into the office talking loudly about his upcoming bornday of March 17th. St. Patrick’s Day always falls within the Lenten season and that’s what made me check the calendars. So I missed my normal entry. Oh well…

Last year the God hipped me to the concept of “Raising the Rod.” He was very ‘bout it last year. Last year I just observed him, since I had already performed my 3 week juice fast for the Asiatic New Year. So I have decided to join him for the month of May. I actually think that is a very good decision (though it’s not really a decision but a consequence at this point) because I hate fasting when the weather is cold and this is something we can do as a family.

So… not paying attention to the cipher has caused me to draw closer to my God and my Nation… I deserve that Justice. Teehee.


Peace

One of my favorites....

The God asked me in December, which degree in 120 did I like the most. I answered 37 and 38:40. I equally like those degrees for different reasons. Depending on the day you ask, you are liable to get one or the other. And it is the truth. I love both. But for a long time, my favorite degree was 1:40. Probably because I hadn’t really put those last degrees tightly on cap of the 1-40 since I had to go all the way back to Knowledge for someone. Yeah… I still ain’t over that. But I suppose it was circumferential necessity.

The reason I like the 1:40 so much is because it says a lot abut the God-Earth dynamic. “Who made the Holy Koran and Bible?” The original Black man who is Allah, Supreme Being, Blackman of Asia, the all Wise man from the east, made, not wrote, history. A lot of folks want to say T.H.E.M. was uneducated with his word play and didn’t know better. But if you do the Knowledge to a lot of what he said, it’s right and exact. Devils wrote the history down, but they have only been on this planet 6096 years; therefore, they could not have made what we call ‘history’. And what they wrote down was wrong. But what do you expect? They are devils and people will always strive to either make themselves look good or make themselves look like martyrs. The word ‘martyr’ probably comes from their own trick-know-logical language. I see no value in becoming a martyr.

“The Earth is the home to Islam.” Yet another reason why I like this degree set. This degree set is very in tune with the Earth and her measurements. That statement can be taken so many different ways. I cee home as defined as a fixed residence for a family or household. The 14:14 describes all kinds of duties designed for women and girls to maintain this Culture. “Keep a home” is one of them. So The Earth is the Home to Islam, to me says, (queue the Luther) that a house is not a home if the Earth isn’t there. If there is no Earth, the God/Sun has no home. No circumference to match his history. Sweet…..

“And when his history lasts for 25,000 years, he renews it for another 25,000.” It is so easy for Gods and Earths to renew their histories together because they are based on one another. The God’s history versus the Earth’s circumference. All the God has to do to renew at the end of a cycle is to take 1 step. Since the God is the Supreme Being, he is the one to take the initiative. Circumference means circle. When you come to the end point on a circle (if you can find it), you just take another step to start all over again. As opposed to finding another planet and having to terra-form all over again.

I’m not sure if the God remembers this, but the 1st thing I said to him when I picked him up from the airport, after I stopped being cross with him for not recognizing me (church hat indeed!), was “Welcome home.”

See? That’s a beautiful degree….




Peace

Grafting from the Blackman

T.H.E.M.'s book, The True History of MFM, made a comment that I found relevant to today's degree in "the meat". It refers to the Blackman's possession of a brown germ. I know that degree 30:40 is not today's but follow me. I promise you I'm going there.

The book goes on to say the reason that grafting was even possible is because the Blackman has possession of a Black and a Brown gene. The Black gene is perfect but the brown gene is faulty. Had the Black man had 2 Black genes then the devil would not exist. The brown gene brought the possibility of making devil. Hmmmm.....

This is how I equate this gene with the 25:40... This faulty gene demonstrates the Equality of free will in 2 Ciphers. We are given 2 Ciphers to choose from. Righteousness and foolishness. This gives us Equality in making choices. Yacub made it his life's work to choose the foolish Cipher. We can make that same choice or we can choose to be righteous. The devil was taken and still takes form the Original Nation. But that scale is still balanced because we have the ability to cease and desist. We don't realize how much Power we have. We can Shut it down as soon as we realize it. Allah is God. Always has been always will be.


Peace

Taking Back Jerusalem

Today's Supreme Mathematics is Wisdom Understanding abbt to Power. Today's Supreme Alphabet is Wisdom. I cee Wisdom in this Build, as emotions, Understanding as a clear picture drawn up in one's mind and Power as ability (active and dormant).

People have to be control of their own emotions in order to maintain their own Power.

Every one falls victim to emotions. You come home and find your home burned to the ground, some emotion will fall out. You stand on the grave of a dear loved one some emotion will spill forth. You see your baby win a gold medal in the olympics or score a doctorate degree... Yes there will be emotions. Emotions are within every one. But we do not need to lend our emotions out and become manipulated by them. That's handing over your Power to someone other than self. And we know that to be wrong.

Folks famous for being all touchy feely with our emotions are.... clergy, consosrts, children, opponents, etc. The reason why folks run all through the sanctuary and give money they know they cannot afford or agree to spend all fo their free time doing the "Lord's Will" is because a charismatic person (usually a man) has gotten up higher than every one else and plucked the emotion strings. Children will get your last dollar for something frivolous because they know how to play the same tune. Bosses will make you feel guilty about leaving at your appointed departure time or have you miss luch or breaks because we hand them over the Power to do it. Your lover will have you sweating over a hot stove making some technique sensative dinner just because he has a taste for it. And that chick at your job knows just what to say or even look at you for you to be looking around trying to decide wht to shank her with.

Externals hold sway over folks emotions. I freely admit this happens to me sometimes. I worry about money, if I will lose my job today, what the God is doing at work, if I'm a good daughter, have I done enough for the people in Haiti, and the list goes on. But there comes a point when you have to shout "ENOUGH!!!" and mean it. Some folks say the solution is to shut down all emotion. Well I disagree with that. Some emotion is very satisfying. Like the feeling you get when you awake in the arms of the person who loves you. Or when you hear children playing and having a good time. No, the answer is not avoiding all emotion. I'm grown. I say reclaim ownership of said emotions. That way you can pull them out and use them to your advantage rather than allow others to manipulate you.



Peace

For my Swine lovers

Pigs/Hogs/Boars are natural omnivores. That means there is nothing they won’t eat. Some animals eat only plants. Other animals eat only meat. But animals that eat both are generally not considered for human consumption. Pigs will scavenge and have been known to eat any kind of food, including dead insects, worms, tree bark, rotting carcasses, garbage, and even other pigs. Occasionally while in captivity, pigs may eat their own young if they become severely stressed. If these animals eat this kind of filth then this is what the animal is made of. Remember, you are what you eat. Then you are indirectly eating on some nastiness by eating this animal. Would you eat a buzzard, vulcher or a rat? What separates a pig from vermin? They have the same diet as a pig. Please do not use the argument of domesticated animals in this argument. Being domesticated they eat what they are given. The 1st part of The Quaran 5:4 says… “Forbidden to you is the flesh of an animal which dies of itself, and blood and the flesh of swine; and that on which is invoked the name of one other than Allah; and that which has been strangled; and that beaten to death; and that killed by a fall; and that which has been gored to death; and that of which a wild animal has eaten, except that which you have properly slaughtered; and that which has been slaughtered at an altar.”

Pigs harbor a range of parasites and diseases that can be transmitted to humans. This is not surprising because of how they are fed or feed themselves. These include trichinosis, Taenia solium, cysticercosis, and brucellosis. Pigs are also known to host large concentrations of parasitic ascarid worms in their digestive tract. The presence of these diseases and parasites is one of the reasons why pork meat should always be well cooked or cured before eating. Some religious groups that consider pork unclean refer to these issues as support for their viewsSwine is a known carrier of trichinosis. A worm that enters your body bores to a chosen location and never leaves. Whenever it becomes active it will wreak havoc on the body and folks with the infection aren’t infected with just one worm but several. Yes, this can be cured, but people carry this parasite for a long time without even knowing it and the damage often cannot be reversed. My question is this… for all y’all pork advocates. If this meat is newly safe… why do people still come down with this condition? And why do folks double clean, bleach and double cook this meat?

Domestic pigs that have escaped from farms or were allowed to forage in the wild, and in some cases wild boars which were introduced as prey for hunting, have given rise to large populations of feral pigs in North and South America, Australia, New Zealand, Hawaii, and other areas where pigs are not native. Accidental or deliberate releases of pigs into countries or environments where they are an alien species have caused extensive environmental change. Their omnivorous diet, aggressive behavior, and their feeding method of rooting in the ground all combine to severely alter ecosystems unused to pigs. Pigs will even eat small animals and destroy nests of ground nesting birds. The Invasive Species Specialist Group lists feral pigs on the list of the world's 100 worst invasive species and says:
Feral pigs like other introduced mammals are major drivers of extinction and ecosystem change. They have been introduced into many parts of the world, and will damage crops and home gardens as well as potentially spreading disease. They uproot large areas of land, eliminating native vegetation and spreading weeds. This results in habitat alteration, a change in plant succession and composition and a decrease in native fauna dependent on the original habitat. Does that sound like people that we know?
From the Christian standpoint (and I used to be one), I have always viewed the consumption of swine as a hallmark of the fall from grace. At the time of their origin, when humans were pure, before they started all the debauchery that got them tossed from the garden and prior to the flood they were as close to perfect in structure as they could be. After the flood, humankind was a disgraced group of individuals so they were no longer worthy and didn’t need to maintain the high level of purity that was required of them previously. Also, when I was a Christian, I really didn’t (still don’t) put a huge amount of credence to Paul’s words. Paul never met Jesus. Therefore how could he teach Christianity when there was living disciples who walked and built with Jesus? Peter, Jesus A-alike, never strayed from the kosher laws (Acts 10). The scripture reads….
”13Then a voice told him, "Get up, Peter. Kill and eat."
14"Surely not, Lord!" Peter replied. "I have never eaten anything impure or unclean."
15The voice spoke to him a second time, "Do not call anything impure that God has made clean."
16This happened three times, and immediately the sheet was taken back to heaven.” Y’all know Peter was hard headed. He like most men needed to be told something more than once.
If you keep reading, it never said that Peter ate any of this so-called redeemed food. Why? He knew better. And why did Jesus send demons into swine? Because of their uncleanliness they were the perfect receptacle.

I don’t just refrain from eating pork. I eat NO meat whatsoever. I am descended from the creators rather than the created. I don’t sully my body with unclean foolishness. But pork is specifically nasty. And the way Original people love it so. It does nothing to add on to a positive healthiness of our people. There ain’t nothing sexy about a 24 hour cooked plate of chitterlings or hog head cheese or a pig ear sandwich that I find appealing or necessary.

Black folks want to act like swine and chicken came from the gods like the manna came to the Hebrews. Like it is our birth right. Not true people. Meat is just not healthy for mind body and energy. But some folks will never listen and understand because they are too caught up in the throws of what they want rather than what is good for them. And I know, that I'm probably preaching to the choir when it comes to my readers. But still I wanted to say it.


Peace





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http://www.alislam.org/quran/search2/showVerse.php?vn=4&ch=5&tPN=235