How I Cee 14-16:40

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The way I Cee it is…..

There are only 2 kinds of people on the planet. (And I use the term ‘people’ loosely) Original people and him/devils.

Of Original people… they are broken down into 3 divisions: 85%, 10% and the 5%.

I don’t care about the him/devil. Oh! And female devils are ‘she-devils’ and still not included in the Original breakdown.

How do you Cee it?


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Happy Valentine's Day!

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To day is Valentines Day and over at Facebook, the hate has been brewing. It seems like folks have issue with the day. Righteous people in particular. That really just cracks me up. I have noticed that Righteous people have a problem with most holidays that are communal for Americans… Memorial Day, Columbus Day, 4th of July, Labor Day, Valentine’s Day, etc. And the argument is always the same…. “Black folks with KOS ain’t got no business celebrating the master’s holiday…” or something like that. Let me tell you something… I’m an educated Black Earth with 120 and my own 3 on it… I indulge in the holidays and I ain’t mad. NOR… will I let other jokers tell me how I’m supposed to feel or do.

Memorial Day… A day commemorating those who died in this country’s wars… Black people died in this country’s wars just like white people. Labor Day… A day when people with jobs get to take a breather. Black folks have jobs contrary to what the devil would have you believe. Thanksgiving… A commemorating thankfulness and family… Black folks are grateful and have families too. And those other days that are paid holidays…. HELL YEAH! But today….

It’s Valentines Day!!!! I like it. Now folks want me to think that I am wrong for asking the 7 to buy me some candy today because he can buy me candy any day of the year. That is true. It’s also true that I can buy me candy too. But that heart is only available at this time of year and I wants it! Folks would want me to think that the 7 is cultivated if he buys it for me. He’s not. Folks would also want me think that I am prostituting myself for candy, by implying that 7 is gonna get lucky tonight because he hooked me up. Y’all are stupid.

I love my man everyday of the year including leap year. He is a wonderful God who truly treats me and the cat like blood relatives. He doesn’t have to do anything but be himself, but he does things for me that make me feel happy and special. Like Buy Me Candy in a Heart Shaped Box. What the hell is wrong with that????

I think haters hate because they don’t understand the dynamics of functional relationships or just don’t have one. For that, I feel sorry for them. So what it’s a manufactured holiday… Aren’t they all? If you are too cheap to buy your woman a teddy bear and a $9 box of candy… you deserve to be alone.


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Today's Supreme Mathematics: Born

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On this day of Birth, I need to make a bit of Knowledge Born…. Parents do NOT conceive their children. Yes they provide the raw materials and mothers in particular provide a location. But children conceive themselves….

Just because sperm is in proximity of an egg does not mean that the sperm WILL fertilize said egg. Think about this… on ejaculation, millions of sperm are released. If an egg is present, conception should occur every time, but it doesn’t. Not all sperm are viable. And occasionally women’s bodies are too acidic for sperm to live inside them for as long as it takes for the sperm and egg to meet. There even instances when the sperm makes it to the egg and the egg just rejects sperm efforts. Like I said…. When conception happens, it is a joint decision between egg and sperm.

Also be mindful that the egg is unattached to anything while in the uterine apparatus. Its in there just flipping and bouncing around. It is entirely free…. As is the sperm. Imagine yourself swimming around in a pool of water and meeting something or millions of somethings you have never seen before. What do you do? You can’t get out of the pool. So you either fight it, commit suicide or you allow it/them to share your moment. Those decisions are not made by the parents. They are made by the components.

So next time you look at your children, anyone or any living thing on the planet…. Be mindful that you/they made the choice to be here. And just as you choose to be here and create yourself… you can create other realities in your life.


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Impotence.

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Folks try to tell me all the time what I should and shouldn’t post to this blog.. my blog. Yeah… You know how that goes. Folks say I should only post happy positive Builds. That would be erroneous since you find all the currents in any given Cipher. But I find that my beloved Nation is growing more and more impotent as time passes….

When I was a teenager and first came in contact with the 5%ers, I was made clear that there were rules and regulations conducive with affiliation. Males HAD to learn 120. If for some reason you could not, you weren’t allowed to add on in a formal capacity with the Gods. The women had to have a God. Back in the 80’s women weren’t being taught 120 so the only way you could add on was with a man’s aid. Either your sibling or father (which is the best IMO) or a boyfriend/husband. Folks were real specific about who you were and how you got there, i.e “who is your educator?” I had a friend that must have had a learning disability and couldn’t commit anything passed the 1-36 to memory. And he got kicked quickly to the curb. You also don’t see retarded folks standing in the Ciphers either. You mentally have to be on your game to call yourself God.

I was taught that you only got a flag (a button to wear on the lapel of your coat) when you mastered 120. Meaning, you had to commit it memory, pull degrees out at will and quickly and be able to draw said degrees up on a moments notice. Nothing about that is easy. And it served as a means to separate the Gods form the 85. should you get caught wearing a flag you didn’t earn, you were stripped of it… usually very aggressively. You could get it back once you could demonstrate 120 proficiency. Things have changed….

Jay Z is publicly wearing our flag. Beyonce is publicly wearing our flag. No one is saying shit. I do not know if jay Z is qualified to wear our flag. He is my age and from medina. I have no doubt that he has Built with the Gods before. I do question if he completed our curriculum. And I question if he can recite and Build on degrees today. She is not qualified to wear a flag.

But a lot of Gods say he is. He is a Black man, with a Black wife and a Black baby. I have heard the argument that he is the flag. Well…. A lot of ordinary, non famous people fit that description who if wore a flag would get it snatched off their chest. Does Jay Z and his family go to church? Beyonce certainly doesn’t display 3/4ths. Was his daughter (or other children) baptized? And Blue Ivy ain’t a righteous name no more than Erykah Badu’s Puma, Seven and Mars. Has Jay Z taken a shahada? These are questions I cannot answer because he has not made his life open enough for folks to see, nor has he addressed these issues. Folks can query that it isn’t my business and they might be right. But this is MY Nation and for folks to misrepresent it is everyone who claims it’s business. His lyrics aren’t particularly righteous and he has never performed at S&P. So……?

You disagree? Join an organization and publicly misrepresent it and see what happens. After you pay the slander fees and possibly serve the jail time you would be careful not to do that again.

This is an insult. And the reason I see it as such is, Jay Z has publicly shown us and everyone else in the world that we… Allah’s 5% nation of Gods and Earths…. that we do NOT have the ability to defend ourselves. He has castrated us. He not only wears our flag without ever making an explanation about why he feels qualified, and put it on his wife as well. Now I go all stans for Bey, but she doesn’t get that kind of pass from me. I EARNED my flag. Why do these people not have to follow suit? Is it because they are rich and powerful? That is so not the mission of our Nation. We don’t hate o folks with money, but we don’t express this Culture for the sole reason for getting paid.

Now some additional shit is brewing here in the metro Allah’s Garden Cipher(s). shit has come forth and decisions were made. My question at the beginning was; if declarations are to be made and edicts handed down… who will enforce them? What is the point if making said rules and regulations if no one is going to abide by them? It’s like having a government with no police.

I suppose when Gods say this famous family gets a pass, what they really mean they don’t have the Power to stop him for doing what he wants and that’s true. But then stop claiming that you are hard, because you aren’t.



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ColorStrucked-ness

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This is 2014 and folks are still color struck. What is that? I’m glad you asked. It’s when people think that the lighter a person is the more positives qualities they have for no other reason than they are light… and … the darker a person is the more negative qualities they have for no other reason than they are dark. And the color soothes a range of injustices as well. If a light person does something… questionably illegal and a dark skinned person has not. When you put these 2 side by side, the dark skinned person still has more negative traits and should not be trusted because of the darkness.

“Serenity why do you feel like that? When the “man” looks at any of us all they see is the N-word.” This is probably true, but I’m not concerned with how the devil conducts his affairs. (8:14) I am more concerned with how we as a group of people treat each other. Even though white people are still the majority in this wilderness, most Black people associate and spend most of their time with other Black people. Most. Not all. (Some of y’all are sticklers about generalizations.) So it would behoove us as a group to stop that stupid foolishness so we can move forward. Do you know how many times I have seen Black folks out of nowhere talk cash money isht around me only to straighten up when a lighter person walks in the room? I have had an old Black person ask for the time and when I gave it to them, they had to check with a light skinned person to confirm. She thanked me and said, "You know how it is." I had a former pastor tell me I wasn't light enough to be looking at a particular man. I needed to stay in my lane and get a man who was appropriate for my station because if we had light skinned children, how would I know how to navigate their lives and if we had dark ones it wouldn't be fair to that man. I have had light skinned men tell me I was too dark to meet their light skinned parents. Now granted I cee this mostly with old Black people. And I’m encouraged to see this trend changing. But it’s changing slowly and I want it to change now.

I freely admit I am on the dark end of the spectrum. And I don’t have a problem with it. I never have. But my mother’s side of the family does. My mother isn’t super yellow, but she is lighter than I am. She went though a lot I her VERY light family with being as dark as she was. My grandmother was a quadroon with the quadroon look. Her 1st husband was reported to be Native American. But they all say that don’t they? My aunt and uncle were light. But she remarried to very Black man and made my dark mother.

My poor mother has so many issues. She resented being the darkest person in a group of light people. (For some reason men can be as dark as midnight and that’s okay… but I’m not sure. I’d love to hear a dark man’s perspective) Also, my mother had more Negroid features than the rest of her family. Where as my grandmother had soft long silky hair passed her shoulders, my mother has soft kinky afro hair that doesn’t grow long. One of my mother’s complaints about her mother is that she refused to make her hair look nice. I counter with she didn’t know how to do your hair. How would she? There was no internet in the 1930’s with hair blogs to follow. Hell the very same complaining woman didn’t know how to do my hair!

My mother, like her mother before her, married a dark man. My Daddy was coal Black. So…. I’m darker than my mother. And that worries her. My brother is lighter than both my mother and myself. So he gets the light (and the man) pass. I say “pass” because my parents strove to be balanced when dealing with us. They didn’t give something to my brother (he’s older) that they wouldn’t give me. But when it came to activities… there were inequalities. I wasn’t allowed to play outdoor activities for fear of me getting dark. I’m already dark! When playing outside, I always had to where a hat… for fear I’d get dark. My grandmother wouldn’t let me go outside on a sunny day when we visited because… yes you got it. She was afraid I’d get dark. And what’s wrong with being dark? My Daddy was dark. Why would I NOT be dark? My father’s family on the other hand let me just run a fool outside when I was with them. They just made sure I was well oiled because ashiness is a sin. Their complaint about me is I’m short. I cannot win!

I have had the experience of girls thinking they were better than me for no other reason but they were lighter than me. Not smarter, not more accomplished, just lighter. I no like that. Insults that get hurled at me are always prefaced with some reference to my complexion. I have been Black this, and burnt that. Even when approached by white men, they come at me because they want exotic or fetish. A white man said to me the darker a woman, the more fetish he expects. But even still I have never felt bad about being dark. It’s not like it’s my fault nor can I change it. All the Ambi in the world won’t make me Beyonce’ light.

I guess we all have a bit of color struck-ness in us. My 7 is REALLY light; not passing but light. He calls himself “High yellow.” But somehow when he says it I don’t detect pride in that statement. I never thought I was color struck until we got together. My preference has always leaned toward dark Black men. But I assumed that was because my father was dark Black. But Precise snuck in my heart and feelings. Since we have been together I have been slapped dead in the face with my own color issues. I realized that I felt that light skinned people have always gotten the gravy of life where as dark skinned folk had to be the bread underneath everything. (Forgive me it’s lunch time) And I have resented them for it. But life in GA hasn’t been easy for him. AND HE’S LIGHT SKINNED!!!!! Light skinned people have to still pay bills on time. They still have to work. Light skinned people still get sick and die. They still have to deal with being Black. I have yet to see… and I am looking…. all the perceived benefits that he’s supposed to get because he’s light.

Yes his hair is softer than mine. But it’s not as carefree as I thought. It tangles. His skin is lighter, but it’s still skin. It actually bruises easier than mine does. And if he has a red bump it shows way more than a bump on me will show. His mom was lighter than him, probably could have passed; but that didn’t stop her from getting sick. At the end of the day we both are just Black people eking out our existence. I wished more people would just accept that and get over this color thing.


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TM- Born: Cause and Effect

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I know I beat up on organized religion. I see it as the foundation of Yacub’s World Manifest. When you look at any bad situation, what do you see? A church or a “holy man.” If churches really caused good things to happen, then the hood should be an oasis because there are always a plethora of churches in the hood. Churches and priests have always come along with conquest. Religious people get passes. They are looked on as ‘helpers.’ But who are they helping? They are helping the colonizers by tenderizing the people before they go on the grill. Why do I say the religious man is more dangerous than the soldier? Follow me…

Religious people teach and persuade people towards belief. Belief is stupid and dangerous. It suspends the natural law of cause and effect. Science: Rain + sunshine + fertile soil + seeds = plants. Religion: Pray for food and food will appear. Religious people set folks up for the downfall in many different Ciphers with said belief. The primary religious belief is this…..

When you believe that nothing caused something in particular… then you will believe nothing will cause anything.

The mystery god does not exist. By persuading folks that it does is indoctrinating them into the thought that nothing… which is the mystery god…. causes things to happen. When you accept that ‘logic’ then you will attribute anything to said mystery god. And you hear it all the time…. “It was God’s will…” No fool. There is a reason for everything. If you don’t know what those reasons are, investigate. If you still can’t find a reason then this area is wide open for research. There is nothing wrong with saying, “I don’t know.” There is, however, something wrong with saying “its god’s will.”

When you accept that nothing can cause anything you become complacent and ripe for the picking. The powers that be or, in other words, the government and/or big corporations can and will do what ever they want to you because they know you will never hold them accountable for their actions. Do you know why? Because it’s was gods will. You will believe that war is gods will, taxes is gods will, fracking is gods will, GMOs are gods will, poverty is gods will, abuse is gods will, etc. and even look forward to the ‘testimony’ that you will have once its over. That is some loaded bullshit.

Religions have destroyed ancient books and libraries (we have no idea what we could have been with that information), have caused people to reject new and different information on the bases that folks are trying to play god or needing to guard your heart. Religion has caused wars like the Crusades, the Holocaust, the Gulf war and the war in Afghanistan. Religious sparked the dark ages and slavery. Religion causes people to kill their own family members because they sinned against their mystery gods and the religious community is good with that. Religions have marginalized folks, driven others crazy all in the name of their deity. I reject that. I advocate all people reject that foolishness. But you do you. Though I’m wondering why your reading my blog if you are cool with religion.

The 9:40 states that religions actively conceal who God is. And seek to blind their own “believers” to that reality. But the telling thing in that degree is how the masses are aware that truth is not what they’ve been fed (Knows it rain, hails and snows, hears the thunder about their heads), yet still do nothing to open their eyes. I don’t buy that the masses are blind. Their eyes are just closed. The truth is right in front of you but if your eyes are closed you can’t see it.

It is said, “If you want to hide something from a Black person put it in a book.” What is being said with that insulting phrase is that Black people have been indoctrinated enough to accept that all the trials and tribulations they experience is from the mystery god. And since your arms are too short to box with god, there is no point in fighting. And we continue daily to get anally raped by the devil. As long as you worship and give praise to the mystery god for all that is good in your life and blaming others or yourself when something doesn’t go right you have lost the ability so see cause and effect. And you are busted.

The lost and found in the wilderness of North America were once mentally dead but many have recovered from it. But they weren’t physically dead only mentally dead.


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TM - Bulid/Destroy: Rain, Hail, Snow and Earthquakes

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As I was driving to work, contemplating my degrees while listening to Brand Nubian I started thinking about the weather. More specifically, what brings Rain, Hail, Snow, and Earthquakes? And you know the answer….. But the answer is actually true and not an allegory.

I live in Allah’s Garden. This is considered the deep south of this wilderness of North America. It has been cold as shit (at or below freezing) for the last month. That is not normal. This time of year, the high should be in the high-mid 50’s. The last frost date wasn’t until nearly the end of May here. What is causing all this to happen? Freaking global warming.

If you have been living under a rock for the last 20 years I’ll make Knowledge Born. Global warming is a man made phenomenon that has caused the Earth’s temperature to rise. The rising means the summers are hotter. But the Earth seeks balance and the winters are colder. The increase in the Earth’s temperature causes glaciers to melt increasing the amount of water available for uptake by the atmosphere. That causes rain. In colder currents you get snow. In areas where different currents meet other currents, you get hurricanes/cyclones/monsoons which often come with hail. Tornadoes can be created by these storms and they always bring hail with them. And earthquakes….?

Have you heard of fracking? Fracking is breaking of rocks with pressurized liquid in search of gas. Yo, that is some diabolical shit. Fracking leads to air pollution and water pollution. The pressurized poison, I mean liquid, that flows back and gets mixed up in the water and then is left behind. The gas released is only partially caught. The rest floats out into the atmosphere jacking up the ozone. Imagine fracking being done near a fault line. Do you think corporations care enough about you to NOT do that? They care about money not people. But they will give the locals a job right before they poison them. And hope they die before they can cash the paycheck.

So who is causing all of this to happen? People; the son of man to be exact. Well my degrees explain that the colored man descended from the Original man. Would that not make him a ‘son’? But Original aren’t left unaccountable. We never take responsibility for anything. We constantly blame the white man. We are consumers of questionable products and never check to see if they are good for us or the environment. Even products that we KNOW are hazardous to the environment we still use. You know…. Like disposable DIAPERS! It’s easier, cheaper and available so why not?

So what to do because this isn’t a blog of rants and raves; well… not normally. I seek solutions. On this Build/Destroy day we must do just that. Build by making a promise to educate yourself on where your products come from. Destroy the ignorance and unconcern that allows the devil to prosper unchecked. And if you find the product or the manufacture distasteful, don’t use them. If you are not part of the solution, you are part of the problem.


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